Project - If I could.... Journaling challenge
posted 04/25/10 at 12:59 PM
Journaling reads: (it's long : )
If there's something I would have done different it's defenitely work related. I have had a few nice jobs and learned a lot.
But I do think I made those decisions based on common sence instead of following my feelings. Most of the times I made them out of insecurity, not daring to take the big jump.
Would I have done this, I think I would have more balance between work and wanting to be there for the boys.
I really would have loved to get a career as a graphic designer and even started a course to get my degree. But I never finished it, because I didn't dare to make the step and quit my job. I was very straight at the time: it was either the job or quitting it, no inbetweens.
But slowly I discover I don't have to make a choice yet. I can make the first step into something new, start a course to take the path I want to follow.
The last 2 years have been challenging to say the least and I want to do something with my experience and decided to start an education to become a Life Coach; to follow my feeling without any pressure in my own time and pace.
With my current job I can't take a decision before Hans gets a job, but once he has one; I'll take a serious look on what I want and what I need to do to achieve that. I am going to follow my feelings there as well, so I am a more balanced person and can get rid of the feeling of not being there enough for the kids.
Journalinmg challenge from The Digi Chick
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