|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:46:59 PM|
I understand that you can't wait much longer to confront him, but PLEASE make sure that you have as much paperwork as you can secure and/or copied.
Birth certificates, financials, etc.
IME, he might say he won't get ugly and he'll "do right by his kids" yadda yadda, but honestly, they rarely do.
Do you have an attorney?
Keep us updated. Make sure you will be safe tonight if you're going ahead and confronting him.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:49:16 PM|
I'm so sorry..I've been reading your posts and didn't want to not say something. Good luck..sending prayers your way.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:52:35 PM|
Well, I think that's sufficient evidence. I don't think there are many excuses he can make with all three things you've found.
Don't let him turn it around on you or make you feel like you're overreacting. Good luck, we are all thinking of you tonight.
Peaing From Podunk
Loc: North Dakota
|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:53:15 PM|
I'm so sorry you're having to go through this. Stay strong and make sure to take care of yourself too. Hugs!
|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:53:41 PM|
I am so sorry. ((HUGS))
|Posted: 12/10/2012 4:59:24 PM|
I, too am sorry for you. Its hard to read because its obvious the pain you are feeling.
As others have said, be clear in your own mind on what you know and what you want to accomplish when you speak with him. It will be hard with all of the emotions, but it is completely possible.
Take care of yourself.
It's all just nonsense anyway!
Loc: California, NY & Orlando
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:02:10 PM|I would think if he was taking Viagra, in his relations with you, he would have mentioned it...wouldn't he? Not the kind of thing most men would mind admitting to their wives that they need....
You poor wee thing. I just hate this for you
Loc: Somewhere Over the Rainbow
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:02:38 PM|
I am so sorry for what you are going through. Stay strong for yourself and your boys. ((Hugs))
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:07:36 PM|
Act like everything is normal until you see a lawyer and line up your ducks. You can always NOT act on your plans, but you cannot make plans to protect you and your kids if he can make them faster than you later (or if he is making them now).
Hang in there and be strong. The best defense is a good offense.
Don't let the dreamkillers get me
Loc: so. california
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:08:45 PM|
above all else, try and stay calm, if not for you then for your kids. i just read your update on the original post and i am sick for you. this is just horrible and it needs to end. time to confront, albeit as calm as possible.
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Loc: In my PJ's
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:08:57 PM|
This guy is a real prize. I'm so sorry you are dealing with this.
He has 2 cars and I just went through his car in the garage and found VIagra. WTF? He's never needed Viagra with me, at least not that I know of. The evidence is mounting and its not good. He better not f*cking try to lie to me or I wont be responsible for what happens. He owes me more than that.
I'd have a real hard time not telling him to keep his filthy hands off of me and to never touch me physically again. Honestly, I couldn't imagine being in the same house, so I know you must be having a tough time of it!
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:16:41 PM|
I just wanted to say I will be praying for you too. Be safe.
Chris in Ontario
Loc: Southern, Ontario, Canada
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:23:56 PM|
Be prepared that he will lie....mine did for months and I had written proof that I showed him and he still lied. Just stick to your guns and know that it is just the beginning. You deserve someone better and someone who truly loves you. (I am assuming he is guilty).
Gosh I feel for you...everything you are dealing with I went through this exact same week last year. It really really does get better. I am so happy now and it has only been 12 months. Everything is different, but I have so much faith that I will have true true love in my future.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.....
Ancient Ancestor of Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:27:58 PM|
He better not f*cking try to lie to me or I wont be responsible for what happens.
He is lying to you. You know it.
You're still responsible for your behavior.
You can responsibly deal with this awful, horrific situation even if you don't want to do it.
Thread Killer Extraordinaire
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:31:11 PM|
Hugs and prayers. I'll be thinking of you tonight.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:38:34 PM|
I went through this eight years ago. It was one of the darkest times of my life. You are in my prayers. Stay strong for your kiddos and for yourself. My ex sounds a lot like your hubby. He NEVER thought I would leave him.....didn't want a divorce.....just wanted me at home witht he kids and his honey on the side. Yeah. That plan didn't work so well for me. You are NOT alone in this. If you need to talk feel free to message me.
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:39:23 PM|
I am so sorry for what you are going through and I will be thinking about you all night.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:39:30 PM|
I read your other thread as well. I am so sorry that this is happening to you and your boys. This must be so hard, especially with the holidays around the corner. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You will be in my thoughts tonight. You deserve much better.
Loc: NorthCentral PA
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:42:28 PM|
As a previous poster said, get your ducks in a row first. If you can't wait, at the very least, gather up bank info, birth certs, social security cards, etc, and lock them up somewhere safe. If you confront him tonight, be sure to see your lawyer tomorrow. cheating husbands have been known to clean out bank accounts on their way out the door. Ask me how I know.
Biting my tongue.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:44:20 PM|
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Although we're strangers, I wish I could give you more than just words over the internet.
Keep your chin up.
Sugar Snap Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 5:46:04 PM|
You are stronger than you think. Hang in there. I am so sorry this is happening to you.
Miss Lerins Momma
Ancient Ancestor of Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 6:47:22 PM|
I can only imagine how you have waited this long to confront him. Please keep us posted. I know these things rarely have peaceful endings.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 6:59:56 PM|
May we be consumed with the Creator of all things rather than with things created.
6 rings - no cheating! Go STEELERS!
Holding a grudge is letting someone live rent-free in your head.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:02:38 PM|
I am so sorry for you. Sending prayers your way. Stay strong!
I'm just a pea:)
Loc: *Sunny Southern California*
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:03:41 PM|
My prayers are with you
Loc: Central NJ
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:12:04 PM|
Be strong, be safe!
Shih Tzu Mommy
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Loc: Right here
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:18:18 PM|
ilovecookies is 100% right!
Dog people are a special breed!
Ancient Ancestor of Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:20:03 PM|
Do what is right for you and your kids. Lean on the peas and talk things out if you need to. I know how hard it is to try to hold it together in front of kids. I would quietly sob as I drove the car.
We ended up salvaging our marriage and the kids still have mo idea how bad it was. Hugs to you!!
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:23:48 PM|
I am praying for you! HUGS
Tony is MY hoochie!
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:26:48 PM|
I don't know how old your kids are..but I would have called him today, and asked him to come home when the kids weren't there. No matter how you try to be quiet..there will be possibly yelling and crying..and lots of denials.....
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:45:09 PM|
Oh honey, I am so sorry. Maybe you could post the name of the nearest large city near you. I bet there are peas close to you who might be abe to see you for lunch or help you through this dark time. just an idea...
Ancient Ancestor of Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:47:05 PM|
Just here to show my support for you. (((HUG)))
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Ancient Ancestor of Pea
Loc: Southern California
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:58:15 PM|
There are plenty of us here that have been there, done that, and our marriages survived. You can pmail me if you need to talk. It's not easy, but well worth the effort IMO. Good luck.
I have a good friend that found out recently about the same thing happening to her. It's almost more painful to watch her and her kids go through than when it was me. I am having her DD sleep here one night this week so she can fly to see her husband (he works overseas). She wants to talk face to face and hopefully patch things up.
baby fever pea
Loc: Somewhere peaing
|Posted: 12/10/2012 7:59:37 PM|
I am sorry you're going through this too.
"Nobody gets everything in this life. You decide your priorities & you make your choices. I decided long ago that any cake I had would be eaten." ~Donald E. Westlake
"The longer I live, the more I observe that carrying around anger is the most debilitating to the person who bears it." ~Katherine Graham
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16 year survivor of infertility... still waiting for my miracle...
Loc: southeastern Wisconsin
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:00:17 PM|
I'm so sorry you are going through this. My heart hurts for you because I know exactly the crushing pain you are in.
Been there, done that, and then stayed far too long before divorcing.
What I've learned (and the peas that have been through this have said the same thing) is that you are stronger than you can ever imagine. Right now things look so hopeless, but it will get better. Unlike your husband, you have to make you and your children your first priority.
Please be safe and contact your therapist as soon as possible. Know that we care about you!
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Loc: Hidden under a pile of scrap!
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:03:21 PM|
I am sorry that you're going through this.
((((hugs)))) to you
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:10:21 PM|
Hugs to you, sweetie.
Hang tough. You can do this. We are all pulling for you.
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:19:50 PM|Couldn't just read and not post.
I'm so sorry you are having to deal with this.
Pretty In PeaNK
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:27:45 PM|
I'm so, so sorry. I was hoping the texts were a fluke.
The only thing I haven't seen anyone say that is usually said to peas in similar situations is be careful who you tell. Many peas have said once everyone knows, it's permanent. They will forever look at you and him differently. They may say he was never good, leave his a$$, you're better than this......then you decide to work it out.
In other words, keep it between him and your therapist until you decide on what to do.
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:30:35 PM|
Thinking of you...hugs, hugs, hugs...
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:31:09 PM|y kyeord ist workig right I so sorr
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Sick of Snow
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:35:46 PM|
I am so sorry.
Prayers of strength to you.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:37:07 PM|
Let us know how it goes. Sending a spine of steel along for you.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:37:22 PM|
I'm so sorry you have to do this. BTDT. The anxiety, hurt, fear, and anger are so overwhelming. But you can do this. Be strong. You've done nothing wrong. Don't let him deflect and don't let him make you think you are in any way to blame for this. He alone made the decision to cheat.
Most of all, don't feel like you have to figure it all out right now. You will be on a roller coaster of emotions. Give yourself time. You need to give yourself time to figure out if this is a dealbreaker and the marriage is over. If your husband follows the cheaters handbook, he will go a period of time trying to keep both of you. Don't bother fighting for him right now. Give yourself time to figure out if you want him. Then push him off the fence either toward divorce or fixing the marriage.
Get your ducks in a row. Talk to a lawyer. Save the evidence somewhere safe. And be very selective in who you tell right now.
You will get through this. Feel free to PM me anytime if you need a shoulder of someone that's been right where you are.
|Posted: 12/10/2012 8:43:34 PM|
I'm so sorry. I've also BTDT and can identify with so much you've written, right down to the Victorias Secret and Viagra. Take care of yourself and your children, and don't let him mess with your head. It's been my experience that cheaters are masters of deflection and blame once they are caught....be prepared not to take anything at face value and always protect yourself and your children's interests.
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|Posted: 12/10/2012 9:49:25 PM|
Don't bother fighting for him right now. Give yourself time to figure out if you want him. Then push him off the fence either toward divorce or fixing the marriage.
Excellent advice. Infidelity doesn't always mean the death of a marriage. If you both want to get past this, you can but both of you have to be all in. You may decide this is a deal breaker. You've got all the power and don't let him take it from you. Be strong and take care of yourself.
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Ancient Ancestor of Pea
|Posted: 12/10/2012 10:55:36 PM|
Do you have anyone that can take care of your kids for the evening tomorrow so you can talk without them there?
Stacy in UT
Loc: West Jordan, UT
|Posted: 12/10/2012 11:00:36 PM|
I'm sorry you have to deal with this.