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Posted 2/14/2013 by Peppermintpatty in NSBR Board
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Peppermintpatty
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Posted: 2/14/2013 6:39:15 AM
I found out on Tuesday that I was pregnant and didn't know it. My best guess is as of Tuesday it was about 8 weeks. I went to see the doctor because I had been bleeding for over 2 weeks and it was NOT normal. It was very late and I suspected but then I started to bleed so I thought maybe it was my cycles all screwed up (I am 44). They did an exam and then a urine dip and it came back positive. Based on the info I gave the doctor, I already lost the baby (I will NEVER get that image out of my mind) so I have to do the waiting with the blood draws to get to zero.

I went through so much infertility for so many years, had losses but never got pg naturally. I know my age is a factor but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I am really hurting right now.





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Posted: 2/14/2013 6:42:14 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 6:42:30 AM
I'm so very sorry for your loss.





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Posted: 2/14/2013 6:44:36 AM
I'm sorry for your loss. It is a hard thing to go through. I had a miscarriage when DH and I were first trying and I can remember how rough it was emotionally for both of us.

Hugs to you.




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Posted: 2/14/2013 6:44:55 AM
I am sorry for your loss


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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:00:02 AM
I am so sorry for your loss


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LovMelrose
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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:00:58 AM
I am very sorry for your loss.


Patty


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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:02:53 AM
I am so sorry.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:07:26 AM
I am so sorry. Big (((hugs))) for you.


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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:13:37 AM
I'm so sorry.


~Kate~








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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:16:55 AM
I'm so sorry. (( HUGS ))

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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:17:33 AM
I am so sorry.
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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:19:05 AM
Big (((HUGS)))....I'm so sorry for your loss....

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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:23:21 AM
Im so sorry to hear this.



SusanArdoin
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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:24:19 AM
Prayers for you and your family. So sorry for your loss.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:25:45 AM
So so sorry.


Jo


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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:26:02 AM
I'm very sorry for your loss.



KatieBPea
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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:26:03 AM
I'm very sorry for your loss.



KatieBPea
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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:26:05 AM
I'm very sorry for your loss.



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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:39:30 AM
I am so sorry.




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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:45:02 AM
Aw, so sorry to hear that



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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:45:33 AM
I'm so sorry! Be kind to yourself as you grieve.


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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:46:50 AM
Hugs

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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:47:31 AM
So sorry.



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Posted: 2/14/2013 7:48:22 AM
I am so sorry


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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:04:39 AM
Pregnancy loss is so painful. I remember the pain, and I'm very sorry for this and everything you have gone through. ((((hugs))))



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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:05:58 AM
I am so sorry. I wish I could give you a hug.
((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))

Take care of yourself and take it easy.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:07:20 AM
I am so very sorry for your loss....

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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:07:47 AM
I am so sorry. (((hugs)))


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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:08:33 AM

More {{{hugs}}}



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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:10:04 AM
Hugs!


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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:11:20 AM
I'm sorry.



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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:12:20 AM
I am sorry your going thru this, I understand how you feel. Don't discount how your feeling or let anyone else, its a loss allow yourself to grieve.

HUGS


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Peppermintpatty
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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:18:37 AM
Thank you all for the kind words. I went back to work but realize that maybe that was not a good idea right now. I am contemplating leaving.





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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:26:27 AM
I'm so sorry!! (((hugs)))


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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:27:48 AM
I am so very sorry


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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:29:24 AM
I'm so, so sorry!!!! ((( hugs )))))

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Posted: 2/14/2013 8:38:32 AM
I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:16:38 AM
Having gone through the same thing last year at 41, I can relate to your pain. Hugs and prayers to you during this difficult time.
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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:18:27 AM
Oh gosh. That's horrible. I feel awful for you.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:18:49 AM
I'm so sorry ... hugs to you!

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:26:22 AM
I am so very sorry. My heart and prayers go out to you.


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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:27:01 AM
I'm so sorry.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:28:30 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how sad you feel. Positive thoughts sent to you today.

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:29:10 AM
I sent you a pea mail but wanted to send hugs your way



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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:31:48 AM
Sorry for your loss. (((HUGS)))

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:35:30 AM
I'm so sorry!


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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:36:58 AM
I am so sorry. (((Hugs)))

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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:46:52 AM
I am very sorry for your loss


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Posted: 2/14/2013 9:59:02 AM
I'm very sorry for your loss.
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